The Xinachtli Project:
Transforming Whiteness Through Mythic Pedagogy


"The Mexicans practiced a purification at the end of every fifty-two years in the belief that it was time for the world to come to an end. I have scarcely heard of a truer sacrament, that is, as the dictionary defines it, 'outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace,' than this, and I have no doubt that they were originally inspired from Heaven to do this."
- Henry David Thoreau WALDEN (p. 56)

At the center of the Aztec Calendar is a human face. Perched between his lips is an obsidian dagger. His head is symmetrically outlined by symbols. Most Mexicanos who look into the piercing eyes of the Sun Stone see something they know but have difficulty articulating. The language of this ancient text is now unknown to them, deprived of its use for nearly 400 years. The message from those who came before us is lost yet frozen within this monolith.

I have asked this question often to many among my people: Look at this calendar. Is it part of who you are? I ask. Inevitably the answer can be summarized as:
"Yes, but I cannot read it. I don't understand what it says."

They are expressing a dilemma articulated by all who have been colonized and have not recovered their history, their indigenous roots confined as museum pieces and academic interpretations by the very society which systematically repressed this knowledge. Part of what Mexicanos are saying when reluctantly accepting a historic tie to the face of the Tonal Machiotl (Aztec Calendar) is "It's my face but it looks foreign to me. Part of me is not understandable to my psyche." Another implication is racial in nature. The face in the calendar is an indigenous face, but how can it be mine if I am no longer indigenous?

These questions reflect an internal conflict within a people affected by five centuries of European colonization. Reclaiming this face would be an act against the mental colonization Mexican people internalized during the 300 years under the Crown of Spain, under the colonizer, under whiteness. It is tantamount to proclaiming that Mexicans are a millenary not centuries old people. When I initially attempted to proclaim that it was my face looking at me from the Sun Stone it was strictly as a reaction to my awareness of living in a society dominated by whiteness where my own culture was not validated. At the time I did not yet understand the language of the conglomeration of symbols in the Aztec Calendar or the philosophy behind it. My actions against this oppression were motivated by anger, in part at the Europeans for having made me illiterate in the indigenous language of my people and for the genocide against my people. It is now known that "(in) Mexico there were close to 25 million people in 1500. By 1600 only 1 million native Mesoamericans were still alive" (Carrasco, p. 129).

The cultural pride that ensued was useful for a time and fueled my motivation for political struggle through the Chicano Movement. Eventually I came to understand that without knowing what this ancient document said, what words lay in this stern face looking at me across the centuries, then my liberation could not be complete. My first journey into Mexico in 1983 initiated me into a series of meetings and developments of relationships with individuals who were keepers of this ancient knowledge through the oral tradition. My identification with the face of the Tonal Machiotl began to transcend racial identity, gradually influencing my realization that without being able to see the universality of my existence I would be doomed to live a life confined within externally imposed boundaries. Eventually I internalized an idea fundamental to my work in mythic pedagogy: the Aztec Calendar is model of practical kinship with Creation.

In the classroom we present the face of the Sun Stone as the face of humanity, a face observing the sky and recording the evidence of its cyclical movements. Realization of this universal human exploration of the sky does not hinder but rather enhances the ethnic identity Mexicano students may find in the mythic history of this commonly recognized symbol of Mexico. As they learn to daily change the dates along with the Gregorian calendar and understand the astronomical facts recorded in its symbols, the Sun Stone comes alive empowering the children with critical but affirming eye to their indigenous history. They discover the scientific knowledge recorded in its concentric rings, such as the orbit of the Earth, the cycles of Venus and the moon, the great alignment of the Morning and Evening Stars with the Pleiades. As they lay on our large replicas of the Tonal Machiotl they re-experience the ancient plotting of the universe and diagram their own place in Creation.

Reclaiming my indigenous Mexican identity began fully in 1990 when a group of concerned Chicanos convened a meeting in Phoenix, Arizona to initiate a project in public schools. The goal was to sensitize young Mexican Americans to their indigenous roots. These concerned activists had concluded that to exalt the fusion of cultures that had created contemporary Mexican society was a denial of a colonization process. What historians portrayed as a marriage between a Spaniard and an Indian was more of a rape than a marriage. This view stripped Mexican and Chicano people of their indigenous identity. Any liberating effort based on this assumption could not fully address the root causes of Chicano failure in public schools. Therefore a program was proposed that would allow students of Mexican heritage to claim their millenary history while at the same time enabling them to transcend the boundaries placed on their culture by western society. It was called the Xinachtli (Sheen-ach-tlee) Project, from a Nahuatl (Aztec) word meaning "germinating seed" (Godina, 2003).

Three years prior, Mexican anthropologist Guillermo Bonafil Batalla (1988) in Profound Mexico: A Denied Civilization had made a similar analysis. He described Mexico as living two realities, the "reality" of the Mexican image promoted by the government and media and the one lived by the vast majority of the population. The first he labeled as fictitious. The second was actual but living in an almost underground fashion. Most Mexicans live a Mesoamerican reality stringently denied by the superstructure that governs the country. In other words, while the people live an indigenous identity, those who hold political and economic power attempt to impose a European image. Batalla found this detrimental for two reasons. It caused in the people a kind of cultural psychosis and inferiority complex by looking and living a brown life but having to pretend to be white. There are constructs in Mesoamerican cultures that can be used as models to create a social life in Mexico that does not rely on the systematic destruction/exportation of natural resources but rather build on the indigenous history of its people and their mythic component.

As one of those who met in Arizona, I realized that Mexican indigenous culture has been presented as something that is dead, frozen in time, a museum piece that has no relevance to our current existence. Like Batalla, the members of the Xinachtli Project agreed that as long as our indigenous identity remained mummified, we would always fall prey to the psyche of dependency and low self-esteem. In 1995 I returned to the elementary school in Texas where I had been "educated" to begin implementing the Xinachtli Project in the classroom.

BEGINNING WITH THE PERSONAL
My childhood experiences at Canutillo Elementary began in the summer of 1960. Not knowing any English, I entered into an institution where all of the teachers, the principal, and the school nurse were white and did not speak Spanish. Only the janitors, bus drivers, and cafeteria personnel were Mexican. They did speak my language. I quickly learned the skin and linguistic characteristics of those who "rule" and those who are ruled. Reinforcing this state of affairs were rules forbidding the use of Spanish in or outside the classroom, rules that were enforced with detention, slapping of the hand with a ruler, or visits to the principal's office for paddling. Overt racism was something condoned. On many occasions, I remember teachers making racist comments about Blacks and Mexicans without reservation or fear of official reprisal.

The Chicano Movement and other activist reforms of the late sixties and seventies changed that. In doing so, one question had been left unanswered. It was a question I asked myself as a student of Canutillo Elementary, and as a militant of the Movimiento. Whenever I currently ask it of my students (they are all of Mexican descent) in the classroom, there is an obvious reaction of discomfort.

Why am I brown?
This question, and the inability of these Mexican youngsters to answer it, is important. What lay beneath the rule against speaking Spanish was a more subtle and powerful message. To use Batalla's words, an entire civilization has been denied. This denial placed my childhood friends and I in a forked road dilemma. Should we adhere to an identity we did not understand and that was pronounced as irrelevant by the majority society? Or, should we begin adopting a fictitious identity, pretending to be white. For Chicanos this "passing" is almost contingent upon denying the obvious that is internalized by an extension of that important question.
If I'm white, why am I brown?

It took a great mental effort to avoid the answer. In embracing a false image I fell prey to a psychological conditioning to be "oppressed." My academic success in high school could not be accounted for as the exclusive result of my own endeavors for it was dependent on a denial of me. My own doubts and distortions lead to a distancing from the ability to be free because any achievement came with St. Peter's predicament: denial. I felt like the chimp in the Michael Crichton novel (Congo) that was taught sign language by humans. This chimp spent so much time with humans that he did not identify as a chimp. When asked to describe his own kind in sign language, he signed, "black things" (p. 66). As Freire (1970) states: "The oppressed having internalized the image of the oppressor and adopted his guidelines, are fearful of freedom. Freedom would require them to eject this image and replace it with autonomy and responsibility" (p. 29).

Through the struggle in the Chicano Movement I began to be purged of my internal colonization and made ready to answer yet another variation on the question. If I'm not white, why am I brown? I am an indigenous person was my answer. As many of us began embracing an indigenous identity most of our brethren felt we were betraying or denying the "Spanish side" of ourselves. The Chicano Movement had been until then based on mestizaje as an ideology which viewed Mexicano/Chicano people as a culmination of a hybrid becoming a cosmic race. This idea was borrowed from JosÈ Vasconselos (1937), architect of Mexico's educational system after the Mexican Revolution of 1910.

The Native American scholar Jack Forbes (1973), on the other hand, saw mestizaje as an ideology of colonialism to divide indigenous people. A mestizo was not a "cosmic" being but basically an Indian who could speak and dress like a European. The term anoints people with a slightly higher social status because as mestizos they are "part white." Forbes saw the idea as a divisive tool of colonialism.

In the 1950s Mexican American civil rights organizers, in a vain attempt to end racial discrimination against Chicanos, struggled to have people of Mexican ancestry legally declared "white" by the courts. In many states this racial status still exists for the so-called Hispanic population. Early in the Chicano Movement, Forbes warned its militants not to fall prey to this thinking.

European imperialist thinking has denied Native Americans the right to possess large (mass) nationalities. The anthropologists and colonialists generally have decided that Indians are tribal forever. Whereas other peoples have had the right to merge tribes together and form large nation-states, Native Americans become something else whenever they leave their village (Forbes 1973, p. 199).

XINACHTLI AS INDIGENOUS CULTURE & PEDAGOGY
When a culture attempts to mold another culture, the children of the subjugated culture are placed in the dilemma of having to divorce themselves from the reality of their parents through the self-destructive condition of self-shame. This scenario places the children of the dominating culture in the position of needing to oppress their counterparts as a means of maintaining their own self-esteem, a situation that is illusory and self-destructive to both.

To counter the ill-effects of this condition well-intentioned multiculturalists might encourage, even exhort, these children to have pride in their cultural roots. Children of the dominant group are in turn encouraged to find tolerance and understanding for the minority culture. But pride is a chair with three legs, it may hold you up for awhile but eventually you will fall.

While it is important for minorities to be proud of their heritage, the defensive posture posed when a particular culture becomes "centric" to the curriculum restricts the children's creative potential. Culture is not something frozen in time but a dynamic process, ever evolving. If indigenous culture is going to be valuable as pedagogy, it needs to give students a means of achieving critical thinking, academic skills, egalitarian values, the ability of self-knowledge and knowledge of the social and natural world. Without this we would not be dismantling the imposed identity of colonialism but rather perpetuating the internal mental colonialism under an indigenous title. Without interaction based on mutual respect and free of the burden of oppressed-oppressor relationship, people condemn themselves to a schizophrenic cultural mode. Children, as with all people who achieve an internal liberation, must be able to see themselves as universal as well as particular beings. The ideology of "cultural pride" exalts their value as particular but not universal for in having to "defend" and "preserve" a culture they feel bound to its boundaries and the idea of "changing or altering" it puts their efforts of pride and preservation in peril. It is merely an extension of "my country, right or wrong."

Freire (1970) analyzed that the central problem is this:
How can the oppressed, as divided, unauthentic beings, participate in developing the pedagogy of their liberation? Only as they discover themselves to be 'hosts' of the oppressor can they contribute to the midwifery of their liberating pedagogy. As long as they live in the duality in which to be is to be like, and to be like is to be like the oppressor, this contradiction is impossible?they must perceive the reality of oppression not as a closed world from which there is no exit, but as a limiting situation which they can transform (pp. 30-31).

My participation in the Xinachtli Project depended largely on whether the program could empower the children with the ability to transform their worlds. In the meaning of the term "xinachtli" came the first clues that transformation would be an integral part of the project. As mentioned, Xinachtli is a Mexica (Nahuatl-Aztec) word that means "germinating seed." Xinachtli is the moment when a seed bursts. "According to Mesoamerican cosmogony, such an occurrence is a moment when a seed is neither seed nor plant, but represents a moment of infinite possibilities." (Godina, 2003).

Through my research I found an interesting connection with a German mystic, Rudolf Steiner (1924). In his work, Agriculture, Steiner argues that the creative potential of seeds lies in their ability to enter a period of chaos containing an infinite number of possibilities just before they become their respective plants. This concept, and Steiner's lectures demonstrating its application to German farmers, is credited with having saved that country's agriculture. Without a doubt this philosophy later influenced Steiner in the 1920s when he created a school that integrated academic learning with egalitarian principles and spirituality. The schools and their process spread and today, like Montessori, Waldorf education schools dot the globe.

Steiner's ideas of seed reproduction and the cosmogony of the term xinachtli are very much in line with the new scientific discoveries of the theory of chaos, which presents all systems in the universe as ever changing through the creation of order from randomness. (Gleick, 1989). I interpreted these connections as pointing to the universality of the Mexican indigenous concept. Xinachtli became not just the project's title but its ideological essence.

Each individual's experience is by its very nature xinachtli. Just as a seed needs to have a moment of endless possibilities so that the flowering of a new plant is a creative act and not simply replication, so too a human life needs this chaos of possibilities. Within the xinachtli moment everything is possible. Children come to the world with a strong, even threatening, creative power. Derek Bickerton, professor of linguistics at the University of Hawaii contends that children are probably responsible for the creation and recreation of language and cites the development of Hawaiian Creole, a language of a highly sophisticated grammar that includes combination of Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Portuguese, Hawaiian, and various Spanish dialects which have merged into a single language within the span of one generation. Bickerton asserts that this new language . . . simply had to be the work of children, crowded together jabbering away at each other, playing?It requires a different order of respect to take in the possibility that children make up languages, change languages, perhaps have been carrying the responsibility for evolving language from the first human communication to the twentieth century speech. (Thomas, 1974, p. 287)

Current research finds the potential of the mind in early childhood more complex and extensive than previously thought (Goldbeck, ed. 2001). I wanted very much to embrace a pedagogy that embraced this tremendous creative potential.

XINACHTLI AND THE ROLE OF MYTH
Myth is a commonly shared experience across cultures. This symbolic reconstruction of the world was the final juncture in connecting indigenous culture with practical pedagogy. The function of myth is to experience the totality of humankind in relationship to the world via a symbol or story that is true but not necessarily factual. Renowned mythographer Joseph Campbell (1949) writes in his life-form the individual is necessarily only a fraction and a distortion of the total image of man. He is limited as male, female; at any given period of his life he is again restricted as child, youth, mature, adult, ancient?Through ceremony and myth such as marriage, burial, installation, and so forth we translate the individual's life crisis and life deeds into a classic, impersonal form?generation of individuals pass like anonymous cells of a living body; but the sustaining, timeless form remains" (p. 382-3).

Childhood, more than any other stage of our lives gives us the opportunity to fully experience the multiple realities of our existence through a metaphorical expression of the world. It is a unique opportunity for children to use the mythic process in their developmental education. When children are asked to "fly" they simply unfold their arms like a plane or superhero and off they go. As adults we are likely to follow the request by the clarification "you mean pretend to fly." It is not that children are unaware of their limitations, they simply have a natural ability to transcend them.

During his years of observing his daughter, Tara, Sobel (1991) discovered a plethora of mythic interactions between Tara and her environment. What children possess, and what most adults have lost or forgotten, is the ability to interact through symbolic drama with their environment. Tara's mythic interactions did not hinder her grasp of reality but allowed her and her observing father to discover the universe in new and even magical ways.

In this early writing, Campbell already suggests a myth as a valuable tool to transcend our social limitations. In later years through his interview with Bill Moyers (1988), he expanded on this value saying "there is a fourth function of myth, and this is the one that I think everyone must try to relate to-and that is the pedagogical function, of how to live a human lifetime under any circumstances (p. 31)." For me this statement meant I had found the link between myth and using an indigenous identity as a liberating pedagogy. Those seeking liberation need to transcend the understanding of reality as imposed on the by the oppressors and the prejudices created by their thinking. I read Campbell to mean that myth facilitates this transcendence. Take for example Carrasco's (1990) description of Mesoamerican ritual. He writes of a continual process of "world making, world centering, and world renewing." Ceremonial centers were organized so that "elites, warriors, captives, traders, farmers, poets, and commoners could experience this cosmovision and participate in its nurturance" (p. 52). This process can be applied to helping students to experience democratic dialogue and to critically analyze reality.

In the Xinachtli Project we use the Tlahtokan or Speaking Circle. This activity is introduced in a series of stages that reflect Carrasco's world making, centering, and renewing. From the beginning we use a symbol for centering the circle. Sometimes it is a candle, which is lit at the start of each session; other times it is a replica of the Aztec Calendar. Each child then creates a totem such as decorated stick, a painted rock, or feather. The Tlahtokan is opened with the children placing their totemic items in a circle around the center symbol. Our dialogue is usually regulated by a "talking stick" which gives its holder the "authority" or turn to speak. Shelly Kessler (1990) organized a similar process for Crossroads Schools, a Santa Monica, California private school. There high school students were required to attend a daily class called "mysteries" in which students used the process of "council" for interactive dialogue. While the Crossroads program focuses mainly on social studies, in the Xinachtli Project Tlahtokan we cover all subject areas including mathematics and science.

Another way we participate in "world renewal" is by placing a circular box within the Tlahtokan parameters. Each quadrant of the box is painted with the primary colors (red, white, black, yellow). As a follow up to lessons and discussions about feelings, children write about a recent memorable incident and the feelings it produced. As they sit around the "emotions box" they share their writing, fold the piece of paper, and deposit it in the box. Each quadrant has an opening through the children can deposit their "feelings". Periodically we dig a hole outside and carefully "burn" away the deposited feelings. We explain that traumatic emotions are released in the smoke while good emotional experiences are enhanced by the fire and shared with the universe.

ELEMENTS OF THE MYTHIC PROCESS
The elements of myth are many but the process may be divided into four basic elements. There are: Deification, Truth, Harmony, and Mystery. This process is not linear nor do the elements fall in a progression but are integrated into a common whole.

Initiation of the mythic process does not begin with any one of these but with a desire to give some spiritual expression to our interaction with natural phenomenon (Eliade, 1963). The expression of the mythic process as pedagogy lies in taking action first without worrying about the meaning behind it. Meaning is a value judgment that comes later upon finding comfort in the product of deification or to a group establishing customs, institutions, or rites. Mythic pedagogy's point of departure is process designed to validate a child's need to explore and express herself mythically.

Deification
Creation of deities, inherent in the spiritual expression of phenomenon, is carried out by individuals and groups every day in spite of their theological or technical sophistication. Some deities survive longer than others but they are products of a need to give human-like form to a natural phenomenon for the purpose of establishing a relationship with that phenomenon. This mythic creation allows the relationship to transcend time and the restrictions imposed by self-perpetuating social systems.

Main deities initially revolve around the four elements: water, air, earth, and fire (Hopkins, 1969). The deification of earth into Mother Earth (Tonantzin Tlali) promotes a different relationship with nature than simply thinking of the earth as a "planet." Deities are as much a personification of God in nature as they are of ourselves (Hartshorne, 1949). Myth is not religion even though religion often makes use of myth. The mythic process need not be tied to a belief in God or as a proselyte of religion, which would make it incompatible with the democratic value of separation of church and state.

Children express their creation of a deity when they acquire an invisible friend or discover that a monster is living under their bed. In this sense the Sesame Street Muppets are deities which provide a forum for the instruction and entertainment of young children. Modern day psychotherapy has incorporated forms of deification when patients are asked to "rescue and reassure their inner child" (Bradshaw, 1991). Metaphors and dramatic play that seemingly have no connection to a psychological condition are used to release a person from a mental obsession.

Many of the symbols of Mesoamerica are deities. In the classroom children learn how they express the natural phenomenon they embody. Through writing, drama, and the symbolic interaction of a circle students conduct a dialogue with these entities under school approved policy of pretend play. Links with actual historical experience and metaphorical analysis are provided by the teachers. In this manner they understand how Quetzalcoatl discovered corn by becoming an ant, founded the Toltec Civilization, became the Morning Star, and lives in us today as a symbol of our rational thinking. They explore how his twin Tezcatlipoca is irrational thought and the necessity for Xolotl (sholotl) as their hidden brother negotiates their relationship through dreams, fantasy, and humor. Scientifically they learn that Quetzalcoatl is the face of Venus in the morning, Tezcatlipoca is her face in the evening, and Xolotl is Venus during her disappearance from the night sky.

Truth
Truth is often viewed as a commodity to be owned, usually by those in power. The mythic process views truth as something residing in the totality of a situation or phenomenon. Without being able to perceive its totality we are unable to perceive its truth. Upon acknowledging this limitation we transcend it by embracing the idea that we can have a vision of truth, not the truth itself. We further this with our commitment to be seekers of truth and learning to respect the limited perception of ourselves and others. Myths are true but not factual. They carry visions of truth. Myths are able to transcend our limited perception without rejecting the ideal of truth because they are metaphorical expressions of the experience of becoming "one" with an event or phenomenon.

In the Native American tradition a vision is transformed into a kind of community visual textbook through the creation of ritual based on the narrative of those who received the vision. In the Xinachtli Project, truth as an element of the mythic process is embodied in the use of a ceremonial circle. Children are often reminded that anything placed within the circle is only partially perceived and that validation of the "total" truth is dependent on unifying the perceptions of all that sit around it.

Harmony
Death and destruction are not usually associated with harmony; peace and prosperity are. While we may relate the absence of conflict to the state of harmony, quite the opposite is true. Harmony is actually a process of balance more in the context of the Daoist notion of the unity and struggle of opposites. Conflict is an integral part of harmony-that is the way things even out, the way consensus is reached, the way Creation evolves. The attitude we have about conflict determines to a large extent if we achieve harmony or not. Viewing conflict as something bad leads to behavior that tends to resolve conflict through domination or avoidance. When conflict is seen as a useful tool for achieving harmony we can enter into a relationship that avoids domination and seeks growth through consensus.

On very practical level life is a journey towards death. At each step of our lives, death eats away at us through accident, disease, aging until we must give away the totality of our being. Western society handles this contradiction with the attitude that death is something to be conquered through medical science and a subject to be avoided. The mythic process embraces death through rituals, deities, and an attitude that death is an ally of life. The death of living things replenishes the Earth's fertility.

The mythic process projects harmony as the ability of letting go, of being able to voluntarily give away parts of ourselves, not as a tragic act but one of renewal. In the Xinachtli Project this ability is taught through the use of the emotions box, whereby feelings (good and bad) are released through the fire. We also use death deities, especially in the celebration of DÌa de los Muertos (Day of the Dead), the Mexican three day festival when the departed are remembered through the use of comedic play, rhymes making fun of death, and the creation of altars with food and candy offering for the souls of our loved ones. Vialleno and Marin (1989) demonstrated that children as early as four and five have a healthy understanding of death and that they are not traumatized by the subject as is often thought in western education.

In the process of Tlahtokan (Talking Circle) children also learn to embrace the conflict of opinion not by shouting someone down or interrupting them but empowering them to share through the authority of the talking stick. They learn to wait their turn to hold the stick and see it as a symbol of another's right to have their say, hopefully understanding that the urgency they have to share is just as urgent to another. Decisions are made by consensus rather than majority rule. Breaks between the gathering allows for more personal dialogue, even gathering of pertinent information. Consensus requires negotiation of conflict, the art of compromise through participatory not elective democracy.

Mystery
Native American scholar Jack Forbes (1974) observed that the fundamental difference between western thought and indigenous culture is the "white man's" inability to accept mystery. It is the acceptance of mystery, Forbes pointed out, that is the cornerstone of Native American spirituality. Mystery is basic to the mythic process because it allows for the asking of questions that have no answers. Western though values questions by their possibilities to be answered. The mythic process views the ability to say, "I don't know" not as a surrender to ignorance but to our human limitations in order to transcend them.

Is the universe infinite? We can assume that it is or it is not, but given our human limitations we will never know. What is the validity of asking such a question? Because the question, not the answer, is a confrontation of our place in the vastness of Creation, a confrontation that inspires our intuition, creativity, awe, and respect for that that is beyond us. Perhaps the best inducement to creativity is "we don't know, so let's imagine."

When will I die? What is love? Is the world going to end? Does God exist? Is there life after death? How many stars are there in the sky? Asking such questions raises an important element to human life: the validity of faith. The need to believe, even in what we know. Mystery points out our frailty within Creation; it is the policeman that arrests our self-righteousness where we mistake strength for faith. Mystery is the realm of possibilities, our gateway to go beyond our limitations; a gateway than can be opened mythically. Mystery favors a personal view of the Creator as opposed to a prescribed one. It fosters respect for the theological views of others. When mystery is removed from religion we enter the realm of the faithful versus the infidels, the Christians against the pagans. Respect of personal vision is integral to mythic pedagogy.

Within the circle of the Xinachtli Project the subject of religion arises. Roughly one third of the population in Canutillo is of a born-again faith, which squarely puts them into conflict with the traditional Catholic population. This conflict is manifested in the children when we touch on this topic. The born-again verbalize that the Catholic children are "going to hell" while the Catholic children get defensive countering with "no es cierto, no es cierto (not true)." These encounters are wonderful opportunities to use the component of mystery. What is more intriguing about this situation is that support of the project is expressed by both Catholic and born-again parents who approve learning about their Mexican heritage despite its obvious ritually-based activities.

RESOUCES AND THE SIGNIFICANCE OF POLITICAL STRUGGLE
The viability of a project that uses indigenous culture via the mythic process necessitates the availability of learning resources that are grounded in indigenous culture. In the towers of academia much of the information concerning Aztec culture is based on the interpretation of that civilization by the very people who destroyed it. Fortunately there has been a groundswell of neo-indigenous intellectuals and cultural workers who are giving us a new view of ancient history, philosophy, and culture. Among them are the founders of Universidad Nahuatl, an independent institution of higher learning in Ocotepec, MÈxico which teaches Mesoamerican culture from the indigenous viewpoint through collaboration and alliances with area traditional keepers and indigenous communities.

Martha Ramirez, a U.S. citizen who emigrated to Mexico from California in search of her roots, and Mariano Leyva founded this university shortly after Leyva had been elected deputy under the Cardenista Front for National Reconstruction, a coalition of left-wing parties that first cracked the ruling PRI party's hold on power in the 1980s. Mariano Leyva is a veteran of Plaza Tlaltelolco in 1968 where the Mexican Army opened fire on a student demonstration killing over 300. Martha Ramirez was a veteran of another demonstration violently repressed, the Chicano Moratorium against the Vietnam War in 1970 where journalist Ruben Salazar was killed. For many years they spearheaded Grupo Mascarones, a theatre group much like Luis Valdez's El Teatro Campesino. When I met them in 1990 our dialogue gave me useful insight into Mesoamerican history, culture, and language from an indigenous perspective. Their training as revolutionaries now made use of indigenous culture as a ideology for struggle, not just academic study.

Their work, the political opening for indigenous issues created by the Zapatista rebellion in Chiapas, and the academic work of Bonafil Batalla, Arturo Meza Gutierrez, and Tlacatzin Stivalet are creating a new atmosphere in which indigenous constructs in social cosmogony are being taken seriously. Their counterparts in the United States, Tupac Enrique, Heriberto Godina, Michael Heralda, and Mazatzin, are furthering the work as well. The resources they offer are available to anyone with an internet search engine. Introduction of the project into public school would also have been impossible without the political reforms actualized by the Chicano Movement and those who forced the government to implement bilingual education.

For the last three years, teachers in the Xinachtli Project at Canutillo Elementary attend an intensive summer institute where we are exposed to this revival in the interest by Mexico of its ancient heritage. Drawing on personal experience and the availability of informational resources about Mesoamerica through an indigenous perspective, the elements and process of the Xinachtli Project are introduced as an integral component of the curriculum. Towards this endeavor we can summarize the components of Xinachtli in the school as follows:
1. While the information shared about Mexican indigenous culture uses all sources, we ground our presentations on the work of practitioners of the oral tradition and scholars who themselves based their studies on native individuals and communities.
2. Contemporary Mexican and Chicano culture, including food, customs, and beliefs, is presented as a direct extension of the nearly 6,000 year old Nahuatlaca culture of North America.
3. The Nahuatl language is taught as a contemporary language and awareness is made of the more than 300 words of Nahuatl origin in modern day Spanish.
4. The Aztec Calendar is taught, including keeping its days, weeks, months, and years along with the Gregorian Calendar.
5. Mesoamerican symbols are presented as modes of knowledge, which the students are encouraged to manipulate to create their own symbols and stories.
6. Children are shown how the scientific process, the use of the five senses, and knowledge of the human body are reflected in Mesoamerican cosmogony.
7. Activities are done through the context of symbolic interaction via the mythic process and Mesoamerican ceremonial process.
8. Mesoamerican mathematics are an integral part of learning math and credited with having developed the concept of zero as a number and the use of pi as a geometric construct.
Project members hope to develop a curriculum grounded in ethnography and data that can be shared on a mass scale so that our primary goal, the development of a liberating identity, may be extended to other schools. To this end we are looking to the scholars on our advisory, all of whom are researchers at a university level, to initiate this activity. The experience at a west Texas school serving a large immigrant community whose poverty level qualifies its students for 100 percent free lunch program is potentially a treasure house of pedagogical information.

MYTHIC PEDAGOGY: A PROCESS OF CREATING A LIBERATING IDENTITY
That humans experience the world mythically is not a novel idea. The myth of finding an eagle perched on a cactus growing from a rock guided the Aztecs to build their capital in the middle of a lake. The several-thousand-year-old mythic symbol of Ying/Yang remains an inspirational shield for martial artists all over the world. Tom·s Atencio (1974), known for his distinguished work in critical pedagogy at La Academia de la Nueva Raza in northern New Mexico, stated that "the role of myth to culture is that of a catalyst to a chemical reaction."

Conducting classrooms via a curriculum which assumes the constructs of the dominant (white) culture creates a stigma among non-white students and negates them from tapping into the constructs of their own culture. But pitting one cultural format against another (brown vs. white) through a "cultural pride" curriculum creates its own restrictions. Can we use the mythic process to consciously initiate a societal and personal transformation? Critical pedagogue, Henry Giroux (1991) alluded to this when commenting on the writings of black feminist writers whose use of myth is integral to their work: "The development of stories in this literature becomes a medium for developing new relations of solidarity, community, and self love" (p. 23).

La Llorona as critical pedagogy
A source of power of mythic stories is in their transcendence of time. This can be used to bridge the ancient with the contemporary while creating a valuable lesson. Take for example the story of La Llorona (The Weeping Woman). The legend is familiar to Mexican and Chicano children. It tells of a single woman with children who wants to marry a man whom she has fallen madly in love with. The man expresses a desire to marry her but cannot accept her children, which are not his. The woman throws the children into the river in an attempt to keep the man. He then rejects her for committing murder. She runs back to the river to rescue her children. In vain she searches but never finds them and is then condemned to roam the river forever crying for her children.

This tragic love story is one that was five hundred years in the making. Leon-Portilla (1971) cites that three years just prior to the arrival of the Spaniards, the people of Mexico City would hear a woman crying for her children. The Medicine People told chief Moctezuma it was the wail of Coatlicue (an Earth deity) crying for her children whose pain and suffering would soon turn the waters of Lake Texcoco red with blood.
Upon the arrival of the "conquistadores" the relationship of Hern·n Cortez, commander of the Spaniards expedition, and Malintzin, a woman captive from a Nahuatl village in Veracruz, shaped the legend even more. For the supposed love of Cortez, Malintzin helped the Spaniards defeat the Aztecs. Not only did Malintzin witness the savagery of the colonizers destroy Mexico City and the waters of Texcoco turn red with the blood of her brethren but much later saw her only son by Cortez, MartÌn, garroted by the Spanish Inquisition. An area of 18 million Mexicans dwindled down to less than one million. The lost children of La Llorona were now fully identified. To this day Mexicans will call a traitor a Malinchista just as a Yankee uses the term Benedict Arnold.

Storytellers like Rodolfo Anaya (1984) use history as basis to rewrite the tale, others like Joe Hayes (1987) use more contemporary versions to identify it with their locality. What all versions have in common is that they embody the story of the Mexican people at different levels, some of which are universal. Anyone familiar with the story can relate it to the woman in the mid-west of the United States who placed her children in the trunk of a car and let it sink into the river believing this would insure her relationship with her lover.

Chicano children's ability to put the legend in a modern context was exemplified when we introduced the myth to a fifth grade class. First, we told the historically-based version (Malintzin and Cortez) without alluding connection to the story of La Llorona. As we were telling the story they recognized it immediately. "It's the story ," they began whispering. When we finished our historic tale we asked if anybody had heard it before. They all said , "It's La Llorona."

Among the children there were different versions of the story, but all with the same plot. What they all agreed on was that you could hear La Llorona at night down by the local river. Even though they agreed that the story happened somewhere else, at night La Llorona was a local phenomenon. Here she becomes a deity useful for invoking critical dialogue.

We asked them to compare and contrast each version given. What ensued was an exploration of meaning at three levels: psychological, sociological, and historical. One student, recalling a recent discussion of the Columbus Quincentenary, said, "That's one reason we had a hard time deciding it was good that Columbus came. If we say yes, we're rejecting the Indians and if we say no, we're rejecting the Spaniards. It kind of like what La Llorona had to decide."
"It doesn't matter," said another. "It's right if we side with the Indians because the Spaniards did wrong to kill them and take the land. La Llorona knows she did wrong, that's why she cries."
"But in a way she did right because she did what she had to get what she wanted," added another, "She was a strong woman even if she was wrong."
Still another said, "It's just like when my mother divorced my father. I thought it wasn't right to tell my father to leave, but that's what she wanted. But it hurt us very much."
"Yes, I feel like La Llorona's children when my father and mother fight," another responded. "And if they get divorced, it will be like getting dumped in the river."
"La Llorona was wrong, she killed her children. It's never right to kill anyone, especially your own children," one child contended.
"But it happens," said a girl who in earlier discussions had revealed her parents are separated and that "my mother just cares about what she wants. If I complain, she beats me and it's my father who is trying to get me away from her for that."

We can see that this dialogue was interactive, creative, critical in analysis, met the existential needs of the students, and authenticated Mexican culture not only through historical references but in finding universal themes of societal conflict. It would not take much to stir the dialogue towards other issues related to the role of women in society. For example, why is Llorona not satisfied with her role as a mother but needs to be a wife. Who sets the rules for either of those roles? Can those expectations be changed, how, and by whom?

Presentation of this story seems to divide boys and girls into opposing camps. The girls are generally more sympathetic to Llorona than the boys. Work on this article had made me realize how much this story lends itself to a constructive dialogue about the plight of women in society and will encourage the teachers involved in the project to use it as such.

XINCHATLI: NEHUAN TI NEHUAN OR IN LAKECH
While the multiculturalist idea that the United States is a salad bowl rather than a melting pot is a lofty one, it still places minority cultures as stagnant icons competing with a majority social structure that is flexible and evolutionary. White children are not "required" to put on the attire of their Pilgrim ancestors to celebrate their heritage but mariachis and ethnic dances by minority children are seen as promoting cultural diversity in the classroom. There seems to me to be an underlying current of inequality in this situation where one group is limited by its own history while the other is free simply to be.

Nehuan ti nehuan in the Nahuatl (Aztec) language or in lakech in Mayan is a Mesoamerican greeting. Simply translated it says "I am you are I." This acknowledgement of mutual reflection between human beings sets forth a tone of mutual respect through mutual identity regardless of age, color, or creed. Any pedagogy that does not enable, teach, and foster this notion, with or without the greeting, cannot empower its constituents to see their own universality and find the common ground of mutual respect and equality with others, especially with members of a group who have inherited the spoils of colonial conquest of their ancestors.

Xinachtli, more than anything else, is based on fermenting this notion in children. Pride in racial identity must not replace the personal with the accidental. The personal is universal, natural, and innate in all human beings. The accidental is that by chance our souls emerge in a body of a certain color, taught a particular language, raised in specific social environment. What guides our work is not the effort of introducing children to information about their indigenous heritage, although that is an important component of the project, but rather a process through which they can gain deeper understanding of their present, enhance their academic learning, and place their history within a universal context where being part of an ethnic group is a reflection-not a separation-of their humanity.

Transpersonal theoretician Ken Wibler (1986) tells us that men and women "want the world because they are the world, and they want immortality because they are in fact immortal. But instead of transcending their boundaries in truth, they merely attempt to break and refashion them at will. They are caught in trying to make their earth into a substitute heaven, not only do they destroy the only earth they have, they forfeit the only heaven they might otherwise embrace" (p. 338).

Surrounding the face in the Aztec Calendar is a conglomeration of symbols representing the universe and its cosmic motion. Our indigenous traditional tells us that the person in the middle is not only recording the natural cycles of Creation but realizing that humans are a reflection of the universe. In the middle of the Sun Stone humanity is finding her reflection in the Cosmos from which she came from. With this awareness of the integration of the general with the particular humanity becomes conscious of our dynamic role. Colonization has made us shun that Aztec face because of its indigenous features. To fully embrace it as our own we need to recognize that is not only our indigenous history that ties us to it but the nature of our humanity as well. In this way we can understand that we are a world of brothers and sisters, divided only by the barriers that we allow others to impose upon us, not by the design of Creation.
Nehuan ti nehuan.


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THE XINACHTLI PROJECT:
TRANSFORMING WHITENESS THROUGH MYTHIC PEDAGOGY
Carlos Aceves, M.Ed.
Canutillo Elementary School
(c) 2003

Please refer any correspondence to:
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